Sunday, June 23, 2013


Life without family? What? How it is going to be like living life in this spherical earth without them. My family. My mum and dad, my brother and sister. Sigh. I hope i won't forget or don't give much attention as i did now. I don't know how to express this. How much i really need all of them. Like really need them to motivate me all the time. Feed me with good food. Prepare me a comfortable place for me to shut my eyes calmly and feel safe. 

Suddenly i miss them so much because they came just now and visit me just for a while. Just about half an hour :( i miss them already. Really bad. The tough life here ( tough lah jugak ) make me miss them so so bad. Maybe its just that this one year that is going to be so much pressure and stuffs. Sigh. 

Ya Allah please take care and fill the house and them with much love and ofcourse rahman and rahim. InshaAllah.

And for me Ya Allah. Please give me strength to live here. 

Amin ya rabbalalamin :'(

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Basketball #KMM

Alhamdulillah almost 2 and half week i'm here at KMM. It was okay. Okay. Haha. Thank God everything went so well. The lecture hall was not so big as i expected. So, ofc there are extra curicullar activities and my class was been given sports not club or uniform bodies. Thank god because we got sport but tettttt we got ping pong as our sport :( what to do. We must follow what had been given to us. After all, it was just going to be play and study during our 2 hour period cocurriculum activity every week 😃

Like the past years we had HKSBP since i was in Fully Residential School. Duhhhh and now i'm in matriculation college and we have KAKOM. It is similar to HKSBP but with more games. Athletics, volleyball and so many more, you name it but i don't think we have debate here. Hehe. So ofc i participate in basketball game inshaAllah. I gave my name to the team but only God knows i got in or not. Pray for me. Aminnnn. 

Oh the lecturers here are great and somehow look so young. Hehe ✌ 

Okay i'm done. Assalammualaikum 😘

Wednesday, June 5, 2013


Another phase of life. A new place. Starting a new fresh start. InshaaAllah. My first very offer to uni life is from Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka. I was so relieve and thankful to this oppurtunity. Didn't plan to really coming here. So, after the upu result is out, alhamdulillah i got a place in Uni Msia Pahang diploma in civil engineering. Eventually i don't really want to do civil and unfortunately that was my last choice. Last choice ofc it was the least interest that i put and i just din't want to go there and further my life thereand doing civil. Haha. Civil engineering?! So after a many times of talking and thinking session with mama and others, i chose matriculation as my next step of life to uni. 

So my i registered at matriculation on 27th of may. It was hectic and the traffic was so so. And the first person i searched was anis. Omg. Only God knows how i need my friends at that moment. After so many things had happenned to me before my journey to KMM. Okay wtv. 

Now, i'm here. Done my 4 days of orientation. Haha. Iykwim. Sabar je lahhhh. Tomorrow 3/6 is the first day of my class. I'm so nervous ofc. I'm taking module 1. Which is consist physic, chemistry, biology, and maths. Please pray for me :) 4.0 inshaaAllah amin.